I'm broken

Well, I got the HSG done awhile back and the results came Wednesday. No dye got up to the ovaries which means both my tubes are blocked so the sperm can't get to the eggs. The good news is that my eggs are good and healthy and at this age there are things we can do. There's invetro (15,000-26,000$) or a surgery where they go in through my abdomen and cut out the scar tissue that's blocking my tubes (not as much as invetro but still a lot). we'll probably wait at least a year and pray for a miracle so that it will be free like getting pregnant is supposed to be. Please keep us in your prayers. I know there's a reason for this and am just thankful that bryce and I will still be able to have our own kids. This has been a hard week, but it's getting easier now that it's sunk in. It's hard seeing everyone around me getting pregnant without even trying, but I'm happy for them and just can't wait for that day to come for me and Bryce.